I hate my life!!! just a ****** up old world?

i hate my life, friends, family, imvu, everythinq! ok so this happens a year ago(i think) ever sinced my dad started coming my mom starts being mean like so mean to me and my sis but when hes not here shes not. its strange. ive asked her that y dose she do that and she said for we can listen more and i said but we do! she didnt listen. and then 1 day i wanted to be like all those cool latin girls in there but i wasnt i tried everything but i tried to make some latina girl jealous then she said sorry i have to go bye. its like they dont like me. **** this world u.u ny friends are backstabbers when i get into a arguement they dont do nothing they pretend, my familys the most important than all but i got a bf in imvu and he always mean to me and he says that hes not mean to me but he really is and i think hes cheating on me! he says he cant even write me a song i think he lies to me but ik he loves me but i think hes cheating on me, lies, mean, sad, love, the pains all inside me. i cold just feel it in my heart i cant do this anymore the more i think about it the more i cry. my sisters always takes the computer away from me she says (whenever she wakes up) can i use it at 12:00p.m and i say yes but if i said no she would say yes i am idc wat u say. ug i cant take that anymore i tried everything on that part but NOTHINQ!! lifes a ***** then you die. in this crazy and lonely world every pain comes to every one when this happens. my rl bf he seems like he dosent like me because the 1 time we went out and my friend jasmine said do u really like ana? and he said sike i dont i like someone else then she went like :O and looked t me. x.x bu then she asked me do u really like oscar? and i said idk cause he said sike i dont like her i like someone else and blah! blah! then she sad what? no he didnt what r u talking about? wtf but he did said that its like she and he pretened. almost all my friends ar mean to me. :(( most off all its the love. and i think my dad wants to me too :OO X.x i hate this life this what all the **** i been through i tried alot of things but nothing again. anything in this world will make us come with pain and the love and hurting cries, heart it happenes to everyone of saddness and painless and love the heart starts bleeding with the pain out it hurts but its the gust to cry try your best on anything (no mean comments pls (: ive been through alot a pain so u know it!) love takes my soul away. is the world only this ****** up world u.u love is protected (im 15 years old and mexican :D) thiss iss 10000000000000% true dnt believe datss ur problem u dnt hav 2 believe only wat u liek :"""( itss all juz pain.